Miller
I too suffer from an eating disorder and there is help out there for you. I would recommend that you visit your doctor and tell him or her of what you are feeling. He may be able to find a program in which you can correspond with others in your area who are suffering from and eating disorder. It is a big step you took in realizing that you have a problem and I wish you all the luck in the world. If you would like to talk at any time don't hesitate to mail me back. God Bless.