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                        Rick:  Apply for SS Disability and don't give up.  They will probably turn you down the first time but DO NOT GIVE UP. Fight for it.  In the past two years I helped a friend get hers and while doing that I discovered that I qualified for Medicare.  I was retired under Civil Service Disability.