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                        Jenny, please feel free to e-mail me directly, I can relate to how you are feeling.  I have no immediate family anymore as my brothers have moved on to their own families, and I never have been moarried, so have no husbnd or kids and feel it will never happen now.  I would check into an anti-deppressent.  I am on Paxil now, amd not sure it is the right one, but better that without any.  Is there somewhere you might take up a class, something you have always been interested in, or like that?  E-mail me, I'd be happy to hear from you, and we'll knock it around.  Sincerely, Deb