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                        I was diagnosed with dysthymia about a year ago.  I knew there was something wrong but just didn't know what.  I've been living with this most of my life.  I've taken prozac off and on since I was 18, I'm now 31.  I am now resigned to the fact that I will have to take it for the rest of my life.  I have 2 children from my first marriage.  They suffer because of what I go through.  It's awful.  I recently got married again and my new husband is in the same situation.  I don't know what to do to get past all of these feelings.  Knowing that my family hurts because I hurt is horrible!  The medication seems to help me but some of the side effects are not good.  The main thing I've noticed as for side effects is weight gain.  I think the pills are pretty much defeating the purpose for me at times.  I take them and feel better, then I am gaining weight and feel horrible about myself.  What is a person to do???