marilyn
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                        
                        
                        I was told by a therapist that I have personality disorder.  I initially went to see her for depression and marital problems. I am on effexor and amytriptyline.  I also have lupus.  I would suggest seeing a social worker, MSW, for borderline personality disorder.  I had a very unstable childhood, culminated with the death of my first love and rape.  I have long periods of everything seeming fine, and then yesterday and today I am very depressed.  I am debating on going back into therapy...I work so hard in everything I do, I am very tired of not getting anywhere or getting any reward from it...anyone have any suggestions ???