Cindy
I too have Bipolar depression .It seems that the medication is not working.I'll tell you that I had to go through almost all the meds .Then I found a Dr that knew how to treat Biopolar Depression.Is your Husband on a Mood Stablizer,like Depakote.That was a life saver for me .Also you husband has to see a Psyciatrist and a theropist.He must talk out his problems.Also make him get out of bed everyday and make him do things.It will be hard and he will be ruff on you ,but you must do it so he dosent get too depressed and try to hurt himself which will be the next step.I know you feel like you are loosing control and you want it to stop so you try to hurt your self.You might want to find a out patient program.Ask your Psyciatrist.This will let your husband know that he isnt the only one ,that there are others that have the same thing,Some are worst than him .Then he will realize that he isnt a freak. He has to see someone.So please find him help .If I can help Just write .But get him on a mood stabilizer.It made a Big change in me.Also on this meds your mind is alittle slower.That is the only thing that bothers me too .Good luck